The day
Saturday, 21 February 2009
This is a rush out 15 mins post. LOL
Seriously, I am frustrated recently as I starting to lose control of my life, reason being, most of my time has been occupied with multi-activities, and I often have to choose over it. Everytime I made a decision, whether which activity I choose, I think I still made a wrong one.
I never regret what I have chose, what I have done all along. However recently proven that negative things do fall on me too. T_T
All I have to say: Many have the same misery as myself, the only thing I have to say is, instead of looking at the glommy past, why don't you spend more effort on the upcoming future? Perhaps we will be able to prevent the similar scenarios......
Enough of that. Yesterday was rather pissed off by the time. I have rushed always to make sure I am "punctual" for each and every activity, while I miss out numerous schoolwork skills which needed for CT, probably got to slog my way out, I am not the one who sit and wait to fail. Which is the last activity for the day where I waited the bus for about 1 hour, 1 hour late. Imagine that 1 hour, how much things can I learn, how much I can lost during that particular hour. That was really an unanticipated case...
Reached HTA at about 3:30. I then found out my teammates and I were transferred to G.O.H contigent! It was pretty as I didn't expect I have the chance to wear the first class uniform. As usual, we train with a large number of cadets all over Singapore.
The M-16 rifle was really heavy, the first time I manage to hold it, and "have a feel" how we do drills with that. There was times we have to move the rifle up to my upper body and you can only flip up.
I am stopping my post here as I am really busy... Good luck for CT1, people.